Well, there just are days I hate my memory. Days I wish I could forget (or knew how to). Days like today.

I remember. I know I should let it known. And I still ought to act like I do not. No calls, no messages, no contact at all. I will not, I am not going to do anything no matter how much I would like to do so.

It may resemble “Quid pro quo”, I wouldn’t be the first one to use this tactics after all, yet it is not. Unfortunately sometimes there is a need to fake ignorance and lack of interest not to crumble. And to be able to function.

Still – others may not, but I remember. I am going to, for whatever ends.

And there is something else: I Will Wait.